Some of you are new to my profile, and you may have already seen me write some really crazy shit. LOL

I tend to be very eccentric, a bit rude, and sometimes I even kinda go a bit too far...but also, I notice lately more people
commenting things like, "she seems to have a mental illness" or "I think maybe you really are crazy."

Well, I'm not "crazy". LOL ...but I do suffer from Schizophrenia. I was born this way.

I'm used to it by now, and with my doctor and my parents permission, I'm not currently on medication, because
I've learned how to deal with the hallucinations, unlike when I was younger and I'd scream at myself or hurt myself.

The medications always caused me severe depression, self hurting, and suicidal thoughts/actions.

It kinda sucks, because you can't stop the constant conversations and annoying voices/thoughts, reality gets a bit confusing, like I'll ask my mom if something really happened, or if it was my imagination, and she helps me to tell what's real and what's fake.

Anywho, I wanted to share this video with you guys, because this is what my life is like daily, BUT I actually talk to myself
in meh head, and laugh and have fun, we make jokes and imagine ourselves in alternate realities, so it's not so negative anymore, but of course it's difficult for meh to have real life friends or go outside, because people smile or laugh, when they see me talking to meh self.

I'm happy. I love meh life! I just wanted to share this with chu guys. Meow Meow



Meow Meow

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This is a custom ball jointed doll that I made with clay, but I never really finished it.

It came out pretty cool, but super heavy... and I had her strung up and hanging in my closet, but then she fell and one of her feet chipped and broke off.

I put her away, and she's been in a box ever since. I'm thinking of giving her away.

Would anyone want to take her and give her a home?

I definitely don't want to throw her away...so let me know in the comments if I should do a Lottery Giveaway and send her (free shipping) to someone?

Might be fun! Meow Meow

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I was watching the Colbert Report just now... and his interview with J.J. Abrams was HILARIOUS!

(Did you notice the nutty squirrel and fruit basket flash photos? Hahaha)

Anywho, I totally want this book! It's already a Best Selling book, and the concept seems really fun, with lots of props!

"A young woman picks up a book left behind by a stranger. Inside it are his margin notes, which reveal a reader entranced by the story and by its mysterious author. She responds with notes of her own, leaving the book for the stranger, and so begins an unlikely conversation that plunges them both into the unknown."

You get all these props in the book, like a napkin with a map, and they made it look like a library book! It's so kewl!



You can buy it at Amazon here for $17.50 for Prime members. (I sound like a commercial.) Meow Meow

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